This is where you will remember me, in rain, thunder and lightning.
This is where I hope to forget. This is where I wish the storm would take away all the hurt.
This is where I’ll leave you. This is where I hope the growl of thunder will wake you up to the reality that you lost me
Here.This is where I’ll finally allow the current to wash all traces of you from me. I’ll come clean, ready for a fresh start.
and when I start again, I promise, not even a single thought of you will make me quiver. You will mean nothing to me anymore.
I promise you, that once I decide to let go, there’s no looking back. You will be but a mere memory, a lesson learned.
I’ll close my doors from the past so you can’t come back. I swear you’ll regret this. You’ll regret not loving me enough.
I’ll give myself the love you didn’t allow me to have. I won’t regret this. I won’t regret choosing myself this time.
I will love myself like how I loved you because I deserve that kind of love. The kind of love that is pure and unconditional
And I guess, when we look at it now, this love we tried to make real, was a disaster waiting to happen all along.
Like karma, you will remember me in lightning. As it strikes you with what ifs and flashbacks from the past
As thunder rolls, slower than the speed of light, you will realize that you’re not getting me back. You finally lost me.
When it rains,the raindrops will remind you of the tears I shed countless times and you’ll realize how much this girl loved you
but by then I already survived the storm.